Nothing much…

February 7, 2012 at 20:30 (Uncategorized)

What I have been doing and what I want to do haven’t been matching up lately.   I want to write another chapter of The Price of Freedom – I even open it up, but I don’t type anything.  It sits for a couple of hours in the background while I read things I’ve read before or just listen to music.  I want to finish the LARP I started with Smoczek but I don’t even open that one.  I want to sew some costumes but couldn’t be bothered to hem my pants.  I feel… gloomy.

At the moment all my creative energy is going into lessons.  I think for now, that’s okay.  I lost my niece, I’m going to be upset and depressed for a little bit.  There are changes happening in the next few weeks with Aki moving out and some rearranging of rooms and furniture, and until then I’m just going to concentrate on teaching my students, reading the manga I’ve read a millions times and watching the fights I really love.  Right now – I just want to read manga all day.

I’ll shake myself awake in March.   Though, I did manage to find a piece of music I’ve been looking for – it’s so lovely.


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